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Wednesday, February 28, 2007

Unborn Love That Lives Within

when my eyes are closed
it's your face that i see
when i try to think
i can only think of you

the air around me,
smells like your perfume

what has happened to me,
i'm not quite sure
am i missing you?
or am i falling for you?

uncertainty has crept in
but one thing is certain,
that i don't want to know
what's happening to me
as your love is something,
that i cannot have

my feelings for you
die within me
but i don't feel any pain
i'm not sure why

i won't try to forget
but i'll try to move on
because even though i don't feel it,
the disappointment and the frustration
consumes my soul

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

Sea of Life

a perfect fit it might seem
surrounded by calm waters
sailing comfortably on the sea of life,
knowing where you are heading to

when you are smooth sailing,
enjoying life in the comfort zone
out of nowhere come a storm
that turns the ship in another direction

you try to go back to the earlier route
the one that you felt comfortable on
but the harder you try
the sooner you learn
that the route cannot be changed
nor there is a comfort zone

as life is full of surprises and sacrifices
which sometimes take you away,
from the place that you believe
is a safe harbor

but after a while you realize
that you adapt to the new route,
in which you feel comfortable

so when there's a change,
don't give up

as life is not a path of roses
but one filled with roses and thorns
the roses makes you happy
but the thorns make you stronger
stronger to fight your way through rough seas

Monday, February 19, 2007

When a Stranger Calls

half an hour past midnight
i was deep in my sleep
a familiar tone in the far distance
starts to creep into my dream

the noise increased
and I woke up
to find out that it’s my phone
which has been ringing

i answered the phone
only to hear an unfamiliar voice

half asleep I was
yet I tried to figure out,
who she is

we talked for a few minutes
then i hung up the phone
too sleepy to think about what happened,
i went back to bed

Saturday, February 17, 2007

Eye Contact

you were with him
i was with her
but when our eyes met
we were with each other

people around us forgotten
the attachments let gone
in a moment,
which wouldn't happen again
we were on our own

a word was not spoken
yet we knew exactly how we felt

wanted to stay with you for a while longer
but then i heard something calling
so i turned around
only to find out that it was,
Reality

Friday, February 16, 2007

Powerless

i want to help you
but there's nothing i can do right now
i know i can help you in a few years
will it be worth then

i try my best to come up with something,
to get you out of the mess you are in
none of my efforts have been fruitful
is it my bad luck or yours?

i'm feeling powerless
like a worthless piece of crap,
that gets flushed away everyday

i keep trying
with hope that something would work out
but sometimes i question myself
for how long i can keep trying

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

The Lonely Cupid

a saviour of love,
he is known as
flying around with his bow and arrow

a hero of the lovers
a foe to a very few
getting men and women to fall in love,
that's his 'super power' they say

but have u noticed,
that he's single too

i for one do not think that he can,
make people fall for each other
after all he still hasn't managed to find his love
so do u think that he can find love for you

a lonely cupid he is,
trying to keep himself occupied
so that he doesnt feel the loneliness

Monday, February 12, 2007

First Day at Work

i'm supposed to be nervous
but i do not feel so
should i b worried
i do not know

lots of new faces everywhere i see
hours of boring presentaions,
some of them i understood
and the others i just stared at

but what i enjoyed the most,
was the time i spent at the coffee shop
plenty of beatiful female souls,
wandering around on their own

i still find it a bit difficult,
to be seated for a several hours
but i guess i'll get used to it,
as days go by
since today is just my first day at work

Friday, February 9, 2007

Regrets of a Player

used to think that it was cool,
to play around with women
ignoring their emotions,
running purely after lust

the more i did,
the better it was
that's what i used to think

in some i felt pure love
which my lifestyle didn't let me pursue

sex,drugs and partying
this is how my life's been
all of that feels like a waste now
as i regret what i've done with my life

gone are the people who used to be with me
during my so called 'glorious' years
after all, the bees hang around
only till the honey is there

In a Strangers Bed

i woke up under a sheet of clothes
with a woman sleeping next to me
i look around to see where i am
but it doesn't look familiar at all

naked under the sheets we are
with her arms around my body

i try to think back
to figure out how
i'm waking up with this gorgeous woman

then i remember this woman i met,
at the mall last night
a simple conversation we had led to this?
i cant believe myself

then it all fits together
and makes sense at all

in a strangers bed i am now
sleeping with his wife