There You Weren't

There you were 

With me

Like we used to

For a moment 

I felt like everything 

Was ok

Only for it to be

Replaced 

By a feeling of doubt

In the early hours of the morning

I woke up

Hoping to see her pretty face next to me

Only to realize that nothing has changed 

As I lay there

By myself 

Your Memory

I know that 

I should not be thinking

Of what you 

might be doing

Or whether that 

you miss me

The way that 

I miss you

Every time i hear some good news

I pick up the phone to call you

only to realise 

that it’s all in the past

And when things

Aren't going well

I remember 

How you used to console me

You were my saving grace

my pillar of strength

And Still in my darkest hours

Your memory gives me strength