when my eyes are closed
it's your face that i see
when i try to think
i can only think of you
the air around me,
smells like your perfume
what has happened to me,
i'm not quite sure
am i missing you?
or am i falling for you?
uncertainty has crept in
but one thing is certain,
that i don't want to know
what's happening to me
as your love is something,
that i cannot have
my feelings for you
die within me
but i don't feel any pain
i'm not sure why
i won't try to forget
but i'll try to move on
because even though i don't feel it,
the disappointment and the frustration
consumes my soul
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
Sea of Life
a perfect fit it might seem
surrounded by calm waters
sailing comfortably on the sea of life,
knowing where you are heading to
when you are smooth sailing,
enjoying life in the comfort zone
out of nowhere come a storm
that turns the ship in another direction
you try to go back to the earlier route
the one that you felt comfortable on
but the harder you try
the sooner you learn
that the route cannot be changed
nor there is a comfort zone
as life is full of surprises and sacrifices
which sometimes take you away,
from the place that you believe
is a safe harbor
but after a while you realize
that you adapt to the new route,
in which you feel comfortable
so when there's a change,
don't give up
as life is not a path of roses
but one filled with roses and thorns
the roses makes you happy
but the thorns make you stronger
stronger to fight your way through rough seas
surrounded by calm waters
sailing comfortably on the sea of life,
knowing where you are heading to
when you are smooth sailing,
enjoying life in the comfort zone
out of nowhere come a storm
that turns the ship in another direction
you try to go back to the earlier route
the one that you felt comfortable on
but the harder you try
the sooner you learn
that the route cannot be changed
nor there is a comfort zone
as life is full of surprises and sacrifices
which sometimes take you away,
from the place that you believe
is a safe harbor
but after a while you realize
that you adapt to the new route,
in which you feel comfortable
so when there's a change,
don't give up
as life is not a path of roses
but one filled with roses and thorns
the roses makes you happy
but the thorns make you stronger
stronger to fight your way through rough seas
Monday, February 19, 2007
When a Stranger Calls
half an hour past midnight
i was deep in my sleep
a familiar tone in the far distance
starts to creep into my dream
the noise increased
and I woke up
to find out that it’s my phone
which has been ringing
i answered the phone
only to hear an unfamiliar voice
half asleep I was
yet I tried to figure out,
who she is
we talked for a few minutes
then i hung up the phone
too sleepy to think about what happened,
i went back to bed
i was deep in my sleep
a familiar tone in the far distance
starts to creep into my dream
the noise increased
and I woke up
to find out that it’s my phone
which has been ringing
i answered the phone
only to hear an unfamiliar voice
half asleep I was
yet I tried to figure out,
who she is
we talked for a few minutes
then i hung up the phone
too sleepy to think about what happened,
i went back to bed
Saturday, February 17, 2007
Eye Contact
you were with him
i was with her
but when our eyes met
we were with each other
people around us forgotten
the attachments let gone
in a moment,
which wouldn't happen again
we were on our own
a word was not spoken
yet we knew exactly how we felt
wanted to stay with you for a while longer
but then i heard something calling
so i turned around
only to find out that it was,
Reality
i was with her
but when our eyes met
we were with each other
people around us forgotten
the attachments let gone
in a moment,
which wouldn't happen again
we were on our own
a word was not spoken
yet we knew exactly how we felt
wanted to stay with you for a while longer
but then i heard something calling
so i turned around
only to find out that it was,
Reality
Friday, February 16, 2007
Powerless
i want to help you
but there's nothing i can do right now
i know i can help you in a few years
will it be worth then
i try my best to come up with something,
to get you out of the mess you are in
none of my efforts have been fruitful
is it my bad luck or yours?
i'm feeling powerless
like a worthless piece of crap,
that gets flushed away everyday
i keep trying
with hope that something would work out
but sometimes i question myself
for how long i can keep trying
but there's nothing i can do right now
i know i can help you in a few years
will it be worth then
i try my best to come up with something,
to get you out of the mess you are in
none of my efforts have been fruitful
is it my bad luck or yours?
i'm feeling powerless
like a worthless piece of crap,
that gets flushed away everyday
i keep trying
with hope that something would work out
but sometimes i question myself
for how long i can keep trying
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
The Lonely Cupid
a saviour of love,
he is known as
flying around with his bow and arrow
a hero of the lovers
a foe to a very few
getting men and women to fall in love,
that's his 'super power' they say
but have u noticed,
that he's single too
i for one do not think that he can,
make people fall for each other
after all he still hasn't managed to find his love
so do u think that he can find love for you
a lonely cupid he is,
trying to keep himself occupied
so that he doesnt feel the loneliness
he is known as
flying around with his bow and arrow
a hero of the lovers
a foe to a very few
getting men and women to fall in love,
that's his 'super power' they say
but have u noticed,
that he's single too
i for one do not think that he can,
make people fall for each other
after all he still hasn't managed to find his love
so do u think that he can find love for you
a lonely cupid he is,
trying to keep himself occupied
so that he doesnt feel the loneliness
Monday, February 12, 2007
First Day at Work
i'm supposed to be nervous
but i do not feel so
should i b worried
i do not know
lots of new faces everywhere i see
hours of boring presentaions,
some of them i understood
and the others i just stared at
but what i enjoyed the most,
was the time i spent at the coffee shop
plenty of beatiful female souls,
wandering around on their own
i still find it a bit difficult,
to be seated for a several hours
but i guess i'll get used to it,
as days go by
since today is just my first day at work
but i do not feel so
should i b worried
i do not know
lots of new faces everywhere i see
hours of boring presentaions,
some of them i understood
and the others i just stared at
but what i enjoyed the most,
was the time i spent at the coffee shop
plenty of beatiful female souls,
wandering around on their own
i still find it a bit difficult,
to be seated for a several hours
but i guess i'll get used to it,
as days go by
since today is just my first day at work
Friday, February 9, 2007
Regrets of a Player
used to think that it was cool,
to play around with women
ignoring their emotions,
running purely after lust
the more i did,
the better it was
that's what i used to think
in some i felt pure love
which my lifestyle didn't let me pursue
sex,drugs and partying
this is how my life's been
all of that feels like a waste now
as i regret what i've done with my life
gone are the people who used to be with me
during my so called 'glorious' years
after all, the bees hang around
only till the honey is there
to play around with women
ignoring their emotions,
running purely after lust
the more i did,
the better it was
that's what i used to think
in some i felt pure love
which my lifestyle didn't let me pursue
sex,drugs and partying
this is how my life's been
all of that feels like a waste now
as i regret what i've done with my life
gone are the people who used to be with me
during my so called 'glorious' years
after all, the bees hang around
only till the honey is there
In a Strangers Bed
i woke up under a sheet of clothes
with a woman sleeping next to me
i look around to see where i am
but it doesn't look familiar at all
naked under the sheets we are
with her arms around my body
i try to think back
to figure out how
i'm waking up with this gorgeous woman
then i remember this woman i met,
at the mall last night
a simple conversation we had led to this?
i cant believe myself
then it all fits together
and makes sense at all
in a strangers bed i am now
sleeping with his wife
with a woman sleeping next to me
i look around to see where i am
but it doesn't look familiar at all
naked under the sheets we are
with her arms around my body
i try to think back
to figure out how
i'm waking up with this gorgeous woman
then i remember this woman i met,
at the mall last night
a simple conversation we had led to this?
i cant believe myself
then it all fits together
and makes sense at all
in a strangers bed i am now
sleeping with his wife
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