Your Memory

I know that 

I should not be thinking

Of what you 

might be doing

Or whether that 

you miss me

The way that 

I miss you

Every time i hear some good news

I pick up the phone to call you

only to realise 

that it’s all in the past

And when things

Aren't going well

I remember 

How you used to console me

You were my saving grace

my pillar of strength

And Still in my darkest hours

Your memory gives me strength

Cut The Cord

i cut the cord

to let u go

i can't believe 

i let things be

i must have been crazy

out of my mind

if all i wanted was to forget

i have failed

since that day

i've thought of you

every single day

with a tear in my eye

i do not plan 

to call you back

but i fight the urge

to pick up the phone

even if i do 

i don't know what to say

should i say sorry 

or that i missed you

either way 

it makes no difference

our ship sailed 

long time ago

Lost

we lost it all

that's what i've been

trying to forget

all this time

but it's a different world

in my head

thoughts of you still linger

whilst the love burns bright

i let myself go

when i had to let you go

things spiralled out of control

and i never found my way home

baby with or without me

you should be happy

so i smile and pretend 

that everything is fine

Seeking a Prince

crying themselves to sleep

unable to fight the sadness

all their lives they've waited

for a prince in a shining armour

instead it has been

a jester after jester

causing nothing but grievance 

taking away the hope

yet the desire for happiness

from fulfilling

dreams of the perfect life

remains

overlooked and unappreciated

they stay in a cycle of sadness

hoping for that prince

who would break them out

Remember

you tell me to remember

the things we used to do

you tell me to remember

the things we used to say

how can i remember

when there's nothing to remember

because all we had were

lies and deceit

so let me remind you

the lies you used to say

and also remind you

how you used to hurt me at will

i don't want to remember

all those painful things

so here i am pretending

that i don't remember the pain

Sadness in Her Eyes

i see the sadness in her eyes

and how she tries to force a smile

my heartbreaks to watch her

go thorough such misery

i ask her what happened

worried that she might be in trouble

and she replies

it's what has not happened

broken dreams and promises

haunting her mind

none to find solace in

these troubled times

what saddens more

is how some try to exploit

her pain for their gain

without any regard

walk away sweet baby

walk away from deceit and misery

break free

to rise on your own two feet

By My Side

i'm used to cold nights

but it's different tonight

you lay by my side

to warm me up

all those late nights

which kept me up till dawn

seems no more 

at least for tonight

i wake up to you sweet scent

and i watch your face light up 

by the sunshine creeping in

i feel like i'm dreaming

mesmerized by your beauty 

i wrap myself around you

only to be enticed 

to explore you once more

Wall Of Lies

she says goodbye to everything
to hide behind his wall of lies
just because he convinces her
it is for love

meanwhile he lives his life
with no regard for what she needs
and she is not the only dame
he is with

but she thinks
she should bare it all
out of love
and for love

with dying hope
that things will fall in to place
however what she doesn't know
is that he won't change

he'll continue with his
deceitful ways
in the end
you'll just be hurt and alone

Document My Heart

i feel like a fool

documenting my feelings

when i'm broken and battered

lying here without a clue

i keep telling myself

that i should just

get up

and move on

yet there's a sweetness

in the pain

maybe because

it's the only thing that's left of you

A Kiss From You

one kiss from you
takes me back
to the time
when things were good

it makes me wonder
if this is where i should be
maybe it's time
and then i think otherwise

waking up next to you
with you tucked in me
i stroke my fingers
through your hair

you turn around
and i greet you with a kiss
you smile and
close your eyes

i should stop thinking
as it distracts me
from savoring
these sweet moments with you