you were like
the worst winter
cold as dreary
dark and opaque
and i was
like the summer sun
a smile across my face
trying to brighten you up
too many chilly moments
lead me to confront you
you were unaware
and full of apologies
and now you try
to shine on my world
giving me all the attention
when i require none anymore
it doesn't feel
the same anymore
the ecstatic feeling you gave
has been replaced by awkwardness
mayb it's time
we let autumn come
so we shall fall apart
and wither away
Thursday, December 30, 2010
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
Runaway
i want to runaway
far from here
to breakaway
from these troubles
so i'm forcing everyone
to let me go
doing things to
be rid of the guilt
i'll be glad
if you came along
then we could get lost
in a fantasy
maybe
it's wishful thinking
and you won't
come away with me
those beautiful eyes
your sweet lips
and our conversations
i would miss
either way
i will go
away from this madness
without hesitation
i stood ground
to put up a fight
but now it's time
to runaway
far from here
to breakaway
from these troubles
so i'm forcing everyone
to let me go
doing things to
be rid of the guilt
i'll be glad
if you came along
then we could get lost
in a fantasy
maybe
it's wishful thinking
and you won't
come away with me
those beautiful eyes
your sweet lips
and our conversations
i would miss
either way
i will go
away from this madness
without hesitation
i stood ground
to put up a fight
but now it's time
to runaway
Sunday, December 26, 2010
Hanging By A Fingertip
feeling cornered
got nowhere to go
i look around
there's no escape
i feel helpless
will i go down
without a fight
without a chance
desperate for survival
i start to dig a hole
to hide myself
from everything
but it's not helping
as everything starts to haunts me
i hold onto
what little hope i have
and i fight back
against the odds
to see some light
in the darkest times
i want to give up
i want to get away
but here i am fighting
when hope fades every second
got nowhere to go
i look around
there's no escape
i feel helpless
will i go down
without a fight
without a chance
desperate for survival
i start to dig a hole
to hide myself
from everything
but it's not helping
as everything starts to haunts me
i hold onto
what little hope i have
and i fight back
against the odds
to see some light
in the darkest times
i want to give up
i want to get away
but here i am fighting
when hope fades every second
Saturday, December 18, 2010
I Need
i'll lie to you
i'll cheat on you
i'll hurt you
i'll make you cry
you think
i'll do all of this
i'm not denying
i'm not defending
i'm not giving excuses
i'm not asking for blind faith
but i don't think
that you have a crystal ball either
it is fair
for you to be catious
it is understandable
for you to be scared
scars take time to heal
trust needs time to build
love needs time to grow
and i need time to fight for you
i'll cheat on you
i'll hurt you
i'll make you cry
you think
i'll do all of this
i'm not denying
i'm not defending
i'm not giving excuses
i'm not asking for blind faith
but i don't think
that you have a crystal ball either
it is fair
for you to be catious
it is understandable
for you to be scared
scars take time to heal
trust needs time to build
love needs time to grow
and i need time to fight for you
Thursday, December 16, 2010
You Don't , I Do
you don't return my calls
you don't reply to my texts
you are making it clear
that you don't want me around
it's not that i don't get it
but i just can't leave you and go
all i want is to talk to you
and to see if you are fine
you are lying there
in bed with him
with so much anger
just to get back at me
and i'm here
all alone
going out of my mind
worrying over you
i keep telling myself
to build up resentment
so it's easier
to detach myself from you
yet it's funny how
i dont feel any hatred
even as i am
walking away
you don't reply to my texts
you are making it clear
that you don't want me around
it's not that i don't get it
but i just can't leave you and go
all i want is to talk to you
and to see if you are fine
you are lying there
in bed with him
with so much anger
just to get back at me
and i'm here
all alone
going out of my mind
worrying over you
i keep telling myself
to build up resentment
so it's easier
to detach myself from you
yet it's funny how
i dont feel any hatred
even as i am
walking away
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