Something's Don't Change

something's don't change
even though how hard i try
something's won't wait
till i try to figure it out

so i have to mess it up
when it's worth trying harder
that's why i haven't changed
because i'm always a disappointment

that is why
even though i don't know
what i am doing
i'm sure about the outcome

when everything is uncertain
one thing is certain
i just throw it all away
when i should b holding on to it

There You Weren't

there you were
lying next to me
hair fallen
across your beautiful face

i move it back
to look into your eyes
trying to understand
how you make me feel this way

i put in an effort
to stay still
fighting the urge to kiss you
scared that i'll ruin this moment

even in your sleep
you leave me breathless
even in my dreams
you still mesmerize me

there you weren't
lying next to me
you've left without a trace
like you said you wouldn't