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Monday, August 10, 2015

Can't Resist You

i try really hard
to keep myself away
so that i don’t end up
hurting you

but somehow 
i do
cause you the pain
that i didn’t intend to

the fault is mine
i just can’t resist you
tell me how
i can get away

the touch of your hand
the taste of your lips
the warmth beneath you
makes it impossible 

i know its not right 
to act like this
tell me how to resist
perfection

all i have is hope
and nothing else
that i will 

fix myself for you 

Thursday, December 11, 2014

There You Weren't

There you were 
With me
Like we used to

For a moment 
I felt like everything 
Was ok

Only for it to be
Replaced 
By a feeling of doubt

In the early hours of the morning
I woke up
Hoping to see her pretty face next to me

Only to realize that nothing has changed 
As I lay there
By myself 

Your Memory

I know that 
I should not be thinking
Of what you 
might be doing

Or whether that 
you miss me
The way that 
I miss you

Every time i hear some good news
I pick up the phone to call you
only to realise 
that it’s all in the past

And when things
Aren't going well
I remember 
How you used to console me

You were my saving grace
my pillar of strength
And Still in my darkest hours
Your memory gives me strength

Sunday, December 23, 2012

Cut The Cord


i cut the cord
to let u go
i can't believe 
i let things be

i must have been crazy
out of my mind
if all i wanted was to forget
i have failed

since that day
i've thought of you
every single day
with a tear in my eye

i do not plan 
to call you back
but i fight the urge
to pick up the phone

even if i do 
i don't know what to say
should i say sorry 
or that i missed you

either way 
it makes no difference
our ship sailed 
long time ago

Saturday, September 29, 2012

Lost


we lost it all
that's what i've been
trying to forget
all this time

but it's a different world
in my head
thoughts of you still linger
whilst the love burns bright

i let myself go
when i had to let you go
things spiralled out of control
and i never found my way home

baby with or without me
you should be happy
so i smile and pretend 
that everything is fine

Seeking a Prince


crying themselves to sleep
unable to fight the sadness
all their lives they've waited
for a prince in a shining armour

instead it has been
a jester after jester
causing nothing but grievance 
taking away the hope

yet the desire for happiness
from fulfilling
dreams of the perfect life
remains

overlooked and unappreciated
they stay in a cycle of sadness
hoping for that prince
who would break them out

Sunday, June 10, 2012

Remember


you tell me to remember
the things we used to do
you tell me to remember
the things we used to say

how can i remember
when there's nothing to remember
because all we had were
lies and deceit

so let me remind you
the lies you used to say
and also remind you
how you used to hurt me at will

i don't want to remember
all those painful things
so here i am pretending
that i don't remember the pain

Saturday, March 24, 2012

Sadness in Her Eyes


i see the sadness in her eyes
and how she tries to force a smile
my heartbreaks to watch her
go thorough such misery

i ask her what happened
worried that she might be in trouble
and she replies
it's what has not happened

broken dreams and promises
haunting her mind
none to find solace in
these troubled times

what saddens more
is how some try to exploit
her pain for their gain
without any regard

walk away sweet baby
walk away from deceit and misery
break free
to rise on your own two feet

Sunday, March 18, 2012

By My Side


i'm used to cold nights
but it's different tonight
you lay by my side
to warm me up

all those late nights
which kept me up till dawn
seems no more 
at least for tonight

i wake up to you sweet scent
and i watch your face light up 
by the sunshine creeping in
i feel like i'm dreaming

mesmerized by your beauty 
i wrap myself around you
only to be enticed 
to explore you once more

Sunday, December 25, 2011

Wall Of Lies

she says goodbye to everything
to hide behind his wall of lies
just because he convinces her
it is for love

meanwhile he lives his life
with no regard for what she needs
and she is not the only dame
he is with

but she thinks
she should bare it all
out of love
and for love

with dying hope
that things will fall in to place
however what she doesn't know
is that he won't change

he'll continue with his
deceitful ways
in the end
you'll just be hurt and alone